weird...
So tuesday night I went out to study with my friends, how can i say this... i dont know what to say anymore.
I feel so out of placed now, like I feel like i dont belong there anymore, is it the changes happening in life? Like I went out to go study but ended up not studying, I dont want to say that I am leaving them but just this feeling inside that I dont want to be there anymore, I want to be who I am now, a better person, a person that can make a difference in life. Slowly I feel like I am actually in Gods hands, God is working in me, everything is falling in to place where I hope I will never fall in to temptation. I hope in the upcoming weeks, months, even years I can grow as a stronger christian. Im looking at some of my good christian friends and I see that they are a strong believer, that is where I want to be, I want be there one day where no one will judge me from the past and will know me for who I am now. It's hard but sometimes life is tough, got to go through so much pain to get what you want, no pain no gain. So I really do feel out of placed... maybe its the changes im going through, but thanks for keeping me out with you instead of them, at least i get studying done instead of being around with my friends. Now i dont know how i am going to be if youre back in school and I hope you can handle yourself back up there. I look up to you so be a good example!
other things to talk about? just chilled around...
joke of the day: White Chocolate? Peaches or Cream?
ahahaha good times...
I feel so out of placed now, like I feel like i dont belong there anymore, is it the changes happening in life? Like I went out to go study but ended up not studying, I dont want to say that I am leaving them but just this feeling inside that I dont want to be there anymore, I want to be who I am now, a better person, a person that can make a difference in life. Slowly I feel like I am actually in Gods hands, God is working in me, everything is falling in to place where I hope I will never fall in to temptation. I hope in the upcoming weeks, months, even years I can grow as a stronger christian. Im looking at some of my good christian friends and I see that they are a strong believer, that is where I want to be, I want be there one day where no one will judge me from the past and will know me for who I am now. It's hard but sometimes life is tough, got to go through so much pain to get what you want, no pain no gain. So I really do feel out of placed... maybe its the changes im going through, but thanks for keeping me out with you instead of them, at least i get studying done instead of being around with my friends. Now i dont know how i am going to be if youre back in school and I hope you can handle yourself back up there. I look up to you so be a good example!
other things to talk about? just chilled around...
joke of the day: White Chocolate? Peaches or Cream?
ahahaha good times...
posted by joseph2286 at 10:46 AM
4 Comments:
love me the white chocolate.
just don't make peaches cry. hahahhahahha
white chocolate? jason williams?
I think its one thing to leave people, and a totally different thing in being who you know you are in Him...
...you're the truest friend when you become the truest to who you are... who you know you want to be in Him...
...there is no betrayal... but just integrity
take cares bro. i'll see you soon!
-Albert
I do hope you'll remain the same even when I head back to loo =)that you'll truly continue to seek in Him and really let Him into your life. Don't worry, I'll be good in loo I won't let you down, promise. Remember, pray =)
You can always email (especially "your series" *cough cough*) or call me if you need anything okay and i'll be back weekends to bug you, you can count on that! hahaha
I'm gonna miss bugging you and calling you fruitcake, I give credit to my sister for thinking up that name for you =) FRUITCAKE!!!
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